Done!

I'm giving up,
no longer feeling attached to friendship, relationship,
chasing for attention my whole life,
I'm just going to go blank,

I've been blank for a few days now,
refusing to think,
Done!
I told myself,
It's just depressing,
I won't be found in pictures,
I hate them,
I won't be found in conversations,
I dis them,

I'm unimportant,
I know.!.

I'm going to built my own utopia,
my own dreams,
And lead and live my life,
in solitude,
being blank.

I'm just going to fulfill all my promises and that's it.
Why should I accept when I'm unaccepted,
just doing things I don't like so I'll be sucked into a group of people I'm trying to appeal to?
I wonder.

Emptiness is a fortune, only to some.
Others won't even get to feel a hint of it.
I'm just going to devote my promises and responsibilities to those needed,
I'm done with doing so to those I want to.

I'll be a driver fine,
I'll be a toy fine,
I'll be someone people could bounce off fine,
but I ain't going to let it destroy me anymore,
don't even try to feel bad doing so,
cause you need not worry about so,
If it's just to save your face,
keep it.
I'm not working for you or appealing to you cause you manipulate me,
It's that I just shut an eye and act dumb.

I want to try and see if anyone is able to,
really, I'll be grateful if you could,
cause when that happens it's the day I drop doubting people,
an achievement to me, for this forced in solitude soul.

Don't bother asking if I'm okay just cause you feel left out.
Really just keep it.

I'm done with it!