Left alone as always to deal with thing which non could comprehend
Slowly juggling with danger on the tips of my fingers
My tips held this pride, so much to just drop and fall into slumber
going hand to hand with lust and greed, i've gravely sinned,
a sin i've committed since i was born,
the pride of an empty vessel,
Though i could no longer intimidate,
all i am covered up with dust of deceptions,
from mine and others,
where lies my pride?
to forcefully fall back on people,
have it has really gone so far off,
so much which it can't be seen no more?
Constantly playing mind games which those who are not,
just to triumph them under my toes,
how i was, i miss,
so fall so deeply in,
in a shallow surface of what truth is,
my pride stands,
I'm falling alone,
Greed took truths away,
lust took love away,
and pride....took friends away,
which will take my life?
I'm slowly wondering,
this is not my saddism,
it's my pride....
